How Former Bachelorette Hannah Brown Really Feels About Living In Los Angeles–’Am I Cut Out For This?’

Hannah Brown didn’t have a typical Bachelorette experience. Much of her season was dedicated to realizing she was in a toxic relationship with one of her contestants (Luke Parker). And when she finally sent Parker home, she gave her final rose to someone who’d come on the show with a girlfriend.

Hannah Brown | gotpap/Bauer-Griffin/GC Images
Hannah Brown | gotpap/Bauer-Griffin/GC Images

“The second night after we got engaged Jed tells me that he had been hanging out with this girl before he left to come on the show. I was like ‘When was this?’ And I remember him saying ‘a week before the show.’ And I was like ‘Ok, so you broke it off.’ He said ‘yes.’ He told me it was nothing. It was hard to hear but I tried to let that go,” Brown explained during her season finale.

“Then, a few weeks later, I get news that there was a People Magazine article that was out and I start reading it and it was not the same story that I was told. The article said that he didn’t really end the relationship before he came here. The extent of that and what was withheld from me after I’ve already said ‘yes’ is not ok,” she continued.

During “After The Final Rose,” Brown announced that she had officially called off her engagement to Jed Wyatt.

How Hannah Brown likes living in Los Angeles

Since that time, Brown’s packed up and moved to Los Angeles to start her post-Bachelorette life, just in time for Dancing With The Stars.

As she was during her time as The Bachelorette, Brown’s continued to be candid and honest about her feelings on social media.

She recently did a Q & A with her Instagram following, and one person asked her how she was liking living in LA.

“Depends on the day. Most of the time, I am like ‘Wow, I live here. This is amazing. It’s a dream come true, and I’m doing this on my own.’ And then sometimes I’m like ‘Where do I fit in? How is this my life? Am I cut out for this?'” she responded.

The video cut off before Brown could finish her thought but she wrote at the bottom of the post: “but really grateful and excited about what this new chapter will bring!”

Is Hannah Brown ready to start dating again?

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Another Instagram user asked Brown if she wanted to “get back to dating.”

“I mean, I’m not opposed to it, but I just went through a really crazy experience and think I need to reflect on that and figure out how I can be better for the next. But when the time’s right, sure,” she replied.

She also wrote: “Not my top priority, but you never know when the right guy will come along. I’m focused on myself right now. I don’t need a man, but it’s a desire of my heart to live life with someone by my side one day.”

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