Meghan Markle Kept a Secret Diary During Her Time in the Royal Family and It Would Probably Be a Disaster If It Leaks

Though Meghan, Duchess of Sussex was known for her career as an actress, she also adores writing. To make ends meet before snagging her breakout role on the drama series, Suits, she used her skills in calligraphy to make money. Later in her career, the duchess launched a lifestyle blog, The Tig which she edited and wrote herself.

When Meghan and Prince Harry got engaged in 2017, she was forced to shutter The Tig and her social media accounts. However, as she tried to navigate her new life in the British royal family, the duchess figured out how to privately express herself.

While the British press and public never warmed to the duchess, it looks like she may have a detailed account of what really went on behind the scenes.

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Meghan Marke finds journaling therapeutic

Meghan didn’t just start The Tig to offer words of affirmation and advice to women. She genially loves journaling as a means of therapy. On The Tig, she spoke openly about making sure to schedule in downtime; especially if you have a particularly hectic schedule.

The duchess has even been known to keep multiple journals and diaries at once, writing down new recipes and even her dreams. With The Tig, she encouraged her readers to write out gratitude lists and plan out their weeks so they would remain efficient and organized.

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Meghan Markle desperately wants people to understand her perspective

Unfortunately, as a member of the British royal family who had to adhere to certain traditions and protocols, Meghan’s voice got muzzled. Previously, she had been able to speak out about politics and things that concerned her. Though being a member of the royal family allowed her to advocate for causes near and dear to her heart, she had to remain quiet about politics and many social issues.

Even more frustrating was the fact that she could not even advocate for herself, leaving her defenseless when lies and rumors continued to swirl about her. Now amid Megxit, the duchess is desperate for people to understand her perspective, and she might get her chance,

On August 11, royal experts, Omid Scobie and Carolyn Durand will release their book on the Sussexes, Finding Freedom: Harry and Meghan and the Making of a Modern Royal Family

“The Duchess reportedly hopes readers will have compassion for her and all she’s been through, which has been anything but a fairy tale,” a source told The Daily Mail.

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Tonight, The Duke and Duchess of Sussex attended the first of a two game series of the Major League Baseball #LondonSeries, in support of @WeAreInvictusGames. Tonight’s highly anticipated game between the #Yankees and #RedSox took place at London stadium, Olympic Park. The @WeAreInvictusGames, of which His Royal Highness is Founding Patron, has been selected as charity partner for the @MLB 2019 series. The Invictus Games Foundation is the international charity that oversees the development of the Invictus Games, an international adaptive multi-sport event in which wounded, injured or sick armed service personnel and veterans participate. It celebrates the power of sport in recovery and how it can help, physically or psychologically, those suffering from injuries or illness. The word ‘invictus’ means ‘unconquered’ – it embodies the fighting spirit of the competitors. As part of the partnership, the Invictus Games Foundation have a team participating in London’s #Softball60, the social softball series built for the city and targeted to introduce the sport to new audiences and demonstrate that it is an inclusive sport. On this #ArmedForcesDay, tonight’s event was also a chance for Their Royal Highnesses to shine a light on the men and women here in the UK and around the world who have sacrificed so much for their country. Discover more about the Invictus Games Foundation through the link in our bio. Photo credit: PA

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Meghan Markle would never want her private diary to leak

Though the Sussexes reportedly gave Scoobie and Durand unprecedented access to them, this will still be a very polished version of what they experienced. However, Meghan allegedly kept a diary of everything that happened to her as a senior royal.

The Daily Mail is reporting that Meghan kept a secret diary during her time as a senior working royal. “She is a good writer with a nice turn of phrase,” royal expert Andrew Morton explained.

The Sussexes’ spokesperson has declined to comment on this diary rumor, but we do know that if it’s true, the duchess would never want her private words to leak.