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 Natalie Mordovtseva is not a fan favorite on 90 Day Fiancé. In fact, fans love to point out the things about Mordovtseva that they don’t like. From the way that she treated Mike Youngquist to her strange cooking videos and plastic surgery, fans love to discuss things that Mordovtseva does. Most recently, her followers have been trying to figure out what is up with the strange poem that she posted.

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Natalie’s strange poem

Since her split from Youngquist, Mordovtseva has begun posting lots of introspective things on Instagram. In one of her recent posts, she struck a pose on the beach with her leg popped up in a bright red dress. The caption, however, did not match the photo.

“I didn’t hear how the water cried, I don’t know, but it’s hard to breathe next to you,” she wrote. The poem also discussed the “breath of volcanoes” and a “circumferential path.”

’90 Day Fiancé’ fan reactions to Natalie’s poem

Fans were quick to express confusion about Mordovtseva’s post.

“I have no idea what point you are trying to make,” one person wrote. “Please help me understand.”

“You aren’t writing one word of this!!” another person said. “Who writes this crap for you?”

“Wtf are you talking about,” one user commented.

“Does anyone understand this?” one fan asked.

“How the water cried?!?” another person asked. “Is this something you say in Ukrainian, but doesn’t make sense in English?”

Mordovtseva has since deleted the poem.

Natalie posts about being herself

After removing the poem from her post, Mordovtseva uploaded another picture, seemingly from the same photoshoot, and commented on how people have always criticized her.

“I was always reproached for not being like everyone else,” she wrote. “I sincerely wondered why I should listen to some other person, and not myself? 

“Self-love comes from doing only what you want, and speaking your truth first,” she continued. “Because God says so. Do you not know that your bodies are the temple of the Holy Spirit, which lives in you and which you received from God, and that you do not belong to yourself.”

She also posted another message about knowing your soul.

“To know God means to understand that you have come to dance this life and rejoice!” she captioned a picture of herself in a white dress on the beach. “If this is not the case, then you have doubted God. The problem of many people is that they try to speak at the level of their bodies, while it is in the Spirit that  we must speak at the level of our souls.”

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Natalie and Mike’s relationship on ’90 Day Fiancé’

Despite her being single now, fans got to know Mordovtseva through her relationship with Youngquist on 90 Day Fiancé. The two were on two seasons together. At the end of the first, they broke off their engagement, and at the end of the second, Youngquist canceled their wedding. The pair are still a couple on the season of Happily Ever After that is airing, but things clearly don’t work out between them as they are broken up in real life. Mordovtseva is also reportedly filming The Single Life.