Maksim Chmerkovskiy Ukraine Horrors – ‘I Had Red Rings Burnt Into My Skin From Crying,’ Peta Murgatroyd Reveals [Exclusive]

Weeks may have passed since Maksim Chmerkovskiy from Dancing with the Stars was detained and ultimately released in Ukraine, but psychic scars and nightmares still persist.

During an interview about Peta Jane Beauty, Chmerkovskiy’s wife and DWTS star Peta Murgatroyd told Showbiz Cheat Sheet the experience left her husband a changed man, haunted by trauma and heartbreak left behind in Ukraine.

“I feel like we’re in a really good settled down, mellow place right now,” she said. “I will say it was really tough, obviously, whilst it was going on and when he was stuck there. But also when he got back, that wasn’t just like a breeze and we go back to regular life.” She described how Chmerkovskiy has navigated through guilt, but also how she had to put on a brave face for not only him but also for their 5-year-old son Shai.

Maksim Chmerkovskiy was only able to leave Ukraine because of his passport

Murgatroyd said the family was fortunate that Chmerkovskiy could leave Ukraine. He was in the country working on TV dance projects when Russia invaded the country, The Washington Post reports. During those initial horrific days, Ukrainian men assembled, forced to remain and fight. He was only able to leave because he did not hold a Ukrainian passport.

Maksim Chmerkovskiy and Peta Murgatroyd smile during a red carpet event in Dec. 2021
Maksim Chmerkovskiy and Peta Murgatroyd |Rodin Eckenroth/Getty Images

“We’re one of the lucky ones,” Murgatroyd said. “I got my husband home safe and sound, but not mentally safe and sound. He was not OK. He was stressed, anxiety, worried, wanting to go back. Asking me, can I go back? And I’m like, absolutely not. We had big talks about what his participation can or should be. [And] It came down to him being purely an American citizen. If he had a Ukrainian passport, which he hasn’t had for nearly 20 years now …no, 30 years. He would have been asked to stay. He would have to stay. So we just got lucky with the fact that he didn’t have a passport. But yeah, it was a hopefully once-in-a-lifetime thing that we’ll never have to go through this again. And yeah, it was super traumatic and awful.”

Peta Murgatroyd burned red rings into her eyes from crying so much

At home, Murgatroyd was filled with despair, trying to avoid worrying their son but filled with anxiety. “I mean, I was on the couch for nine days straight. I had almost burnt rings around my eyes like I had red rings burnt into my skin from crying so much,” she recalled. “People would come to my door and just be like, what can we do? And what can you do? Like, I didn’t know if he was going to survive.”

“Every night was, ‘Babe, don’t call me. I need all the lights off. Do not call me for four hours straight like I don’t know what’s happening. I’ll call you when I know.’ Like crazy stuff,” she continued. “Every night the sirens would blare in Kyiv and he would say, they’re coming, they’re coming tonight. And it was terrible for me, sitting on the couch not being able to help. I called embassies, I called the consulate. And they all told me, sorry, we can’t help you. Like, tell your husband to take cover. We can’t help you. So it was bad.”

The entire family experienced trauma during the ordeal in Ukraine

Murgatroyd was distraught but had to put on a brave face for their son. “I tried my very best to hide everything from him. I had the TV going all day, but he’s so into his things,” she said. “He didn’t really look up. He never asked me anything. He’d just say, ‘When’s Papa coming home?’ But, you know, he asked me one day, he’s like, ‘Mama, are you sad?’ And that broke my heart. And I was just like, Oh my gosh. I took myself into the bedroom and locked myself away. I just cried. But it was really bad.”

“Going to school, he had some issues after because people were talking to him and knew who we are at school, asking if he’s OK,” she said. “And all of this stuff and like I was trying to shield him from all of that, but he hears it from people. And yeah, all around for everybody, it was just like a really traumatic situation.”

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