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Sia Dealt With Suicidal Thoughts and Drug Addiction After the Backlash to Her Movie ‘Music’ — And Kathy Griffin Helped Her Through It

'Music,' the movie from Sia, stirred up a large amount of controversy in 2021 due to its portrayal of autistic people and casting choices. Sia revealed that she herself struggled after the film was criticized

Music superstar Sia is known for her soaring vocals and larger-than-life songwriting. But behind her big wig, the Australian pop singer has dealt with suicidal ideation and drug addiction. In the past year, the Grammy Award winner has had to confront those demons head-on after the premiere of her panned film, Music.

Sia wearing a curly wig and big bow as she sings into a microphone.
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Sia’s movie ‘Music’ caused controversy

In early 2021, Sia previewed her new movie, Music, centered around a non-verbal autistic girl named Music. Former Dance Moms star Maddie Ziegler played the title character. Ziegler has collaborated with Sia several times over the past decade.

Sia faced immediate backlash for several reasons. Many people took issue with the fact that Ziegler, a neurotypical person, played an autistic person on screen. A scene from the movie even had to be cut after it featured Ziegler pinned down as a form of restraint, a measure criticized as a way of controlling autistic people.

When autistic actors called out Sia on Twitter for her actions, she lashed out at critics, calling any criticism of the movie “f***ing bulls***.” She told an autistic actor who reached out to her that they were never cast in things because they might be a bad actor.

Sia relapsed and considered suicide after ‘Music’ received backlash

After the Music backlash, Sia disappeared from the public eye, reemerging after the movie received two Golden Globe nominations.

A 2022 New York Times article profiling comedian Kathy Griffin revealed that Sia was going through it behind the scenes. “I was suicidal and relapsed and went to rehab,” Sia told the paper. Griffin helped her get through the experience. “She saved my life,” Sia said of Griffin.

Prior to her career as a singer, when she was a little-known songwriter, Sia dealt with addiction and alcoholism in her personal life. She was a frequent user of Vicodin and Oxycodone before she got sober in 2010.


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Kathy Griffin and Sia’s friendship

In late 2021, Griffin told Sia a story about something that happened to her after she was exiled from Hollywood following a joke about Donald Trump in 2017. At the time, Griffin had asked director Judd Apatow if he would go with her to Craig’s, a popular restaurant in West Hollywood that paparazzi are known for swarming. “I just need one good picture out there besides those that say, ‘Kathy Griffin is a jihadist,’” she said she told him.

They never went to dinner together. So when Griffin told Sia about it, the Australian singer agreed to accompany Griffin to dinner. They timed their dinner so that they would be photographed together.

“We were joking that we were on Survivor: Hollywood,” Sia said.

How to get help: In the U.S., contact the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration helpline at 1-800-662-4357.

How to get help: In the U.S., call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255. Or text HOME to 741-741 to speak with a trained crisis counselor at the free Crisis Text Line.